Im Torturing Myself

Guys~I'm really torturing myself right now. I can't sleep because I don't know why...It just killing me. It maybe already a week in this situation. So guys, If any suggestion how I can sleep peacefully again...TELL ME PLEASE. I want to go back to old me. And when I check at the internet maybe I have the symptoms already which is:

PRIMARY INSOMNIA
~Sleepiness during the day.
~General tiredness.
~Irritability.
~Problems with concentration or memory.

The causes? I don't know what causes this crappy thing. but it sure about those LOVE things...I know it may take time to maybe forget her. Although it seems impossible except if I just deactivate my Facebook or just don't know lah. *sigh*

Cant Sleep!

Is this what I get for all for trying to forget her? *sigh* I really want her to say Goodnight before I sleep and Good morning greetings as I wake up. That's all Crap! I'm just dreaming to get her. I'm way out of her league. Help Me...Somebody~Too many break-up already for this 2010. *sigh* I hate this part...

Side-effects from love I Get:

1.) Psychological: Your feelings of longing and love affect your mind and the way you think. When you are in love you want to go out there and conquer the world. You long for that person and take actions you normally wouldn't do. Your psychological feelings create passion where rationality doesn't always work.

2.) Metabolic: When you're in love your heart races faster, your blood starts moving and you begin to have clouded judgment. This is in part due to the strong emotions. There is only a slight difference between love and fear. Both of these emotions can create major reactions in your ability physically handle the situation.

3)Molecular: Your cells cling together when you are in love and become erratic when you have sadness. This is why when people are in love or in grief they may act odd.

4.) Interpersonal: When People are in love you are naturally nicer to people. You feel good and this in turn helps you to feel for other people. You aren't so rude when you feel good. However, when you are in sadness you shy away from people and don't want them to talk to you. You stay in the shadows and lick your wounds.

Hello gUYs...wow! LAma nda update My blog...quite berhabuk because of Exam going On and IA Project which is quite Tiring but believe it but Kalau kan jadi Architect mestilah Kerja kan. ADUIII~APakan aku cakap nii...lama nda buat cOmposition, mcm ni lah jadinya. IA really gives a lot of Memories and ExPeriences. And Just thought I would find the One tapi she's not. Yeah~She's not~Okay just forget about that. Really Like her but She's just not the ONE! BUT STILL I LOVE HER FOR HOW SHE IS.

...ITS HELL FUN! Haha Anyway I heard that allowance keluar Hari ni and Yeah! Dapat Jalan-jalan while cOntinue on The Empire Hotel Plan. LOVE IT~AND guys just want to tell you what IM reading just now. About the EMPIRE STATE BUILDING. Now Im giving Information!! M'KAY

The Empire State Building is a 102-story landmark Art Deco skyscraper in New York City at the intersection of Fifth Avenue and West 34th Street. Its name is derived from the nickname for the state of New York, The Empire State. It stood as the world's tallest building for more than forty years, from its completion in 1931 until construction of the World Trade Center's North Tower was completed in 1972.

The Empire State Building is the third tallest skyscraper in the Americas (after the Willis Tower (formerly Sears Tower) and Trump International Hotel and ToweR both in Chicago), and the 15th tallest in the world. It is also the fourth tallest freestanding structure in the Americas. The Empire State building is currently undergoing a $550 million renovation, with $120 million to be utilized in an effort to transform the building into a more energy efficient and eco-friendly structure.

SNSD♥

Sunday, 10th January 2010

p/s: I LOVE YOU SUFYAN NAZMI

How to get rid of....

Bored at home.

1. Get a Pet or Play with your Pet - This is the main purpose of a pet: to provide you with company and entertainment. If you have a dog, go out and play fetch or go for a nice long walk. If you are a cat person, get a ball of yarn or your laser pointer and play with your cat. If you notice your pet is smelly, you might as well give it a nice bath. Chasing your pet to give it a bath might even get rid of your boredom instantly.
2. Engage in a Hobby - A lot of people today engage in hobbies. You can create simple items that can either be practical or for display purposes. There are many sources and ideas for home projects you can do by yourself. Just decide what interests you. Of course, the project you will do will take some time to complete, keeping you busy for several boring weekends. When you are finally done, go find another thing to do.
3. Invite Friends Over - Now, if nothing above appeals to you, then pick up that phone and call some of your friends to come over. Who knows? They might be dead bored too. Tell your friends to bring some movies, music, or anything that can keep you guys busy the whole day.
4. Inspect your House - If you are really desperate, then this will keep you busy for several hours. Check pipes and the roof for leaks, windows and doors for cracks, or clean your house. You might want to clean the air conditioner, repair electrical wiring, or anything else that needs attention in your home. *MALAS KU BUAT BARANG ANI EHHH*

I like yang number 3 & 4 saja! HAHAHA

Syakirah

Billy loved Katie with all his heart. But he never told a Single soul. Katie secretly loved him too. But she thought she would never have a chance with him. Billy asked his friends what they think of her and his friends thought she was gay. They didn't like her at all. So Billy just went along with them. They all made fun of her and made her feel really bad. Katie was so upset.

One day they followed her home from school making fun of her the whole way home. Once she got inside her house she dropped to the floor cringe. She had a crush on Billy since 3rd grade. She didn't know what to do. When Billy got home he felt real bad about what he had done. So he decided to go to Katie's house to tell her he was sorry and that he really loves her.

When he got there he knocked on the door no one answered.

The door was open so he walked in. He walked into the living room and found Katie lying dead on the floor. She had slit her wrists. Billy was so up set . He knew it was his fault she killed her self. And now he could never tell her how he really felt.

The lesson of this story is: Don't wait to until the last minute to tell someone how you really feel. Because it just might be too late. And don't always go by what your friends say, follow your heart.

I want to say this to this girl only

English - I love you
Afrikaans - Ek het jou lief
Albanian - Te dua
Arabic - Ana behibak (to male)
Arabic - Ana behibek (to female)
Armenian - Yes kez sirumem
Bambara - M'bi fe
Bengali - Ami tomake bhalobashi (pronounced: Amee toe-ma-kee bhalo-bashee)
Belarusian - Ya tabe kahayu
Bisaya - Nahigugma ako kanimo
Bulgarian - Obicham te
Cambodian - Soro lahn nhee ah
Catalan - T'estimo
Cherokee - Tsi ge yu i
Cheyenne - Ne mohotatse
Chichewa - Ndimakukonda
Chinese
Cantonese - Ngo oiy ney a
Mandarin - Wo ai ni
Comanche - U kamakutu nu
(pronounced oo----ka-ma-koo-too-----nu) -- Thx Tony
Corsican - Ti tengu caru (to male)
Cree - Kisakihitin
Creol - Mi aime jou
Croatian - Volim te
Czech - Miluji te
Danish - Jeg Elsker Dig
Dutch - Ik hou van jou
Elvish - Amin mela lle (from The Lord of The Rings, by J.R.R. Tolkien)
Esperanto - Mi amas vin
Estonian - Ma armastan sind
Ethiopian - Afgreki'
Faroese - Eg elski teg
Farsi - Doset daram
Filipino - Mahal kita
Finnish - Mina rakastan sinua
French - Je t'aime, Je t'adore
Frisian - Ik hald fan dy
Gaelic - Ta gra agam ort
Georgian - Mikvarhar
German - Ich liebe dich
Greek - S'agapo
Gujarati - Hoo thunay prem karoo choo
Hiligaynon - Palangga ko ikaw
Hawaiian - Aloha Au Ia`oe
Hebrew
To female - "ani ohev otach" (said by male) "ohevet Otach" (said by female)
To male - "ani ohev otcha" (said by male) "Ohevet ot'cha" (said by female)
Hiligaynon - Guina higugma ko ikaw
Hindi - Hum Tumhe Pyar Karte hae
Hmong - Kuv hlub koj
Hopi - Nu' umi unangwa'ta
Hungarian - Szeretlek
Icelandic - Eg elska tig
Ilonggo - Palangga ko ikaw
Indonesian - Saya cinta padamu
Inuit - Negligevapse
Irish - Taim i' ngra leat
Italian - Ti amo
Japanese - Aishiteru or Anata ga daisuki desu
Kannada - Naanu ninna preetisuttene
Kapampangan - Kaluguran daka
Kiswahili - Nakupenda
Konkani - Tu magel moga cho
Korean - Sarang Heyo or Nanun tangshinul sarang hamnida
Latin - Te amo
Latvian - Es tevi miilu
Lebanese - Bahibak
Lithuanian - Tave myliu
Luxembourgeois - Ech hun dech gaer
Macedonian - Te Sakam
Malay - Saya cintakan mu / Aku cinta padamu
Malayalam - Njan Ninne Premikunnu
Maltese - Inhobbok
Marathi - Me tula prem karto
Mohawk - Kanbhik
Moroccan - Ana moajaba bik
Nahuatl - Ni mits neki
Navaho - Ayor anosh'ni
Ndebele - Niyakutanda
Norwegian
Bokmaal - Jeg elsker deg
Nyonrsk - Eg elskar deg
Pandacan - Syota na kita!!
Pangasinan - Inaru Taka
Papiamento - Mi ta stimabo
Persian - Doo-set daaram
Pig Latin - Iay ovlay ouyay
Polish - Kocham Ciebie
Portuguese - Eu te amo
Romanian - Te iubesc
Russian - Ya tebya liubliu
Scot Gaelic - Tha gra\dh agam ort
Serbian - Volim te
Setswana - Ke a go rata
Sign Language - ,\,,/ (represents position of fingers when signing 'I Love You')
Sindhi - Maa tokhe pyar kendo ahyan
Sioux - Techihhila
Slovak - Lu`bim ta
Slovenian - Ljubim te
Spanish - Te quiero / Te amo
Swahili - Ninapenda wewe
Swedish - Jag alskar dig
Swiss-German - Ich lieb Di
Surinam - Mi lobi joe
Tagalog - Mahal kita
Taiwanese - Wa ga ei li
Tahitian - Ua Here Vau Ia Oe
Tamil - Nan unnai kathalikaraen
Telugu - Nenu ninnu premistunnanu
Thai
To female - Phom rak khun
To male - Chan rak khun
Informal - Rak te
Tunisian - Ha eh bak
Turkish - Seni Seviyorum
Ukrainian - Ya tebe kahayu
Urdu - mai aap say pyaar karta hoo
Vietnamese
To female - Anh ye^u em
To male - Em ye^u anh
Welsh - 'Rwy'n dy garu di
Yiddish - Ikh hob dikh
Yoruba - Mo ni fe
Zazi - Ezhele hezdege
Zuni - Tom ho' ichema

I hope she understand because...I love you~ =D